Victory

I'm a huge mess.  I've done a lot of crying and praying.  Seems like an endless cycle the last few days.  I wish I had more faith.  More strength.  More hope.  Just more.

I went to church on Wednesday night and this song touched my heart.  I sobbed through most all of it as the church sang it.

I heard an old, old story,
How a Savior came from glory,
How He gave His life on Calvary
To save a wretch like me;
I heard about His groaning,
Of His precious blood's atoning,
Then I repented of my sins;
And won the victory.

CHORUS*

O victory in Jesus,
My Savior, forever.
He sought me and bought me
With His redeeming blood;
He loved me ere I knew Him,
And all my love is due Him,
He plunged me to victory,
Beneath the cleansing flood.

I heard about His healing, Of His cleansing power revealing. How He made the lame to walk again And caused the blind to see; And then I cried, "Dear Jesus, Come and heal my broken spirit," And somehow Jesus came and brought To me the victory.

CHORUS*

I heard about a mansion
He has built for me in glory.
And I heard about the streets of gold
Beyond the crystal sea;
About the angels singing,
And the old redemption story,
And some sweet day I'll sing up there
The song of victory.

CHORUS*

I have a Great and Mighty God.  I know in the end he will perform a work in me. . .and then I will know why I needed to go through this. . .valley.

Philippians 1:6   "Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:"
 
I do have a time to report to the hospital for my surgery. . .7:00 a.m.  Monday the 25th.

Please be praying for my family and I.